where are you, now that i need you the most?
full dress today was just average, we didnt have the energy level up and MY TIE GOT STUCK DURING THE FINALE! but i retied it and it sorta worked but i didnt feel shuai at all! ahhh and daoyans say i have to be more manly. oh well, i shall get the feel again. serene you did well today because i could feel her agony at times. heis did extremely well too because they scolded me really well (: and my laoban, HONGHWEE, is badly missed! ):
met up with JASSIE and junlong after that. thankyou jassie for staying there for me because you always let me experience what it's like to be alive (: and dont worry, i always think rationally.
i wanted to just forget about consequences because it was hard to suppress my feelings. but i know you're much more important, and i'm gonna hold this together. sometimes i wish it could be the end-all, but nothing important comes easy. being hurt is nothing if it means you're happy.
I'm not going to be emo and blog out my thoughts because i found out that sometimes people hide them too well. i'm gonna keep those bloody knots in me until they become so old and dead that you'll untie them.